My Waterloo

from SONG MACHINE by M. T. Sullivan

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I want you to be my waterloo
beat me up and break me down and tear me into
I want you to ruin me so that I can be something brand new
I want you to take the selfish singular part of me and beat it til it's black and blue
I want you to make me bleed until I need a complete transfusion of you
I want you to tell me all the terrible and terrific things about myself that I never knew
I want you to make me question every single thing that I do
I want you, I want you

I want to let me break so that I can tesselate with you, with you

You be the dirt and I'll be the flower
you be the light and I'll be the power
you be the night and I'll be the sky
you are a question and I'm wondering why
I'm not with you, with you
Is it too good to be true?
true

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from SONG MACHINE, released April 17, 2016

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